Yet Another… BFN
That’s right. Month 16 ended in yet another negative.
I have made the decision that I am not going to take fertility meds. At least for the remainder of this year. After 3 months of feeling like my body has been invaded, I just want to go back to being me. Hubby and I will continue to TTC including the temping, the OPK’s, the vitamins and the likes, but no more fertility drugs. It has done nothing but made me miserable, depressed, dizzy, hot, in pain and a host of other side effects that I’m afraid are just not worth it to me. My health has been deteriorating and I need to cognizant of that. Perhaps if we still haven’t conceived in 2008 that I will consider treatments again, but, for now, I’m still young and confident that we can do this without medication.
I’m excited to be able to go to my classes again (those classes being kickboxing and step) without being in pain. Excited to be in a better mood. Excited to not have to go to the doctor 3 times a week and have an ultrasound stick shoved up my hoo ha. Excited to not have to “time” everything. Excited to be me.