I know. Who gives a rats ass about Lindsay Lohan. I’m trying to think of the appropriate word to describe my thoughts on her… pity isn’t it… perhaps disappointment?? I can’t say that I’m a huge fan of hers, granted, she is a talented actress. A talent completely wasted by her use of drugs and alcohol. I won’t deny that I lived a wild lifestyle (mostly alcohol) in my early 20’s (and yes, I was an avid underage drinker), but I also knew when to draw the line and get my priorities straight. Now the drug thing I don’t understand at all, but I guess when you are 20 and completely insecure you’ll do anything to get attention and anything to fit in. Her mom doesn’t help the situation either. Sure Lindsay is technically an adult, but shit, my mother definitely did not JOIN me in clubbing. WTF? One word: ENABLER!!! Mama Lohan- word to the wise- get control of your daughter before she kills herself and someone else. I hope Lindsay goes to jail- would serve her right for thinking she is above the law. What a waste of a life.
As far as my new adventures go, I did it! I finally got a new, professional, exciting job!! What strange mixed emotions I have. I’m excited about the opportunity to finally be in a professional role making real decisions and be able to make a real impact on the success of the company. Most importantly- NO MORE ADMIN WORK!!!! I don’t care how easy it is to be administrative (some actually think it is hard), but I will never go back. It amazes me how little repect administrators get. Even though the work is easy enough for a monkey to do, we really do control and keep sane the lives of those we support. I will miss my boss desperately- he has been so wonderful, flexible and supportive of me in all the areas of my life. Especially with my infertility treatments. Besides a couple of handpicked co-workers who knew about it, he was really the only executive that had any idea what I was going through and he gave me the freedom to do what I had to do. I’m certain I will encounter more than enough of these types of supporters at my new workplace, but it will be hard to replace someone as great as him. As much as I feel as though I am leaving something important behind, it also just feels right to finally be moving forward.
I am not pregnant (for you loyal readers who have asked), but I am at peace. As a reader and full believer of the book “The Secret”, I just know and believe that I will have a baby. I will have her (and yes, I also believe we will have a girl) when the universe works the timing out and will leave it at that. I have faith and a firm belief that I will have my baby girl when the time is right. I can’t wait to meet her!